I am so thankful for what I have. There is someone who cares for me and loves me for exactly who I am. Every little silly, beautiful, or unattractive thing about me. No matter how frustrating things get. life is too short to question or doubt. It's pointless to worry, or fear of the unknown. I'm going to school, I'm getting my first steps out of the way its great! I'm not sure for what yet, but I'm sure I'll find that out. I really hope its an adventure. I've been stressing over not having many girlfriends lately, yet I make very little effort to communicate with any of the ones I've had all my life.. or even get out beyond my stressful work environment and meet new ones. I hope these things change. I hope I get motivated to get back in shape like I used to be. I never knew how much different you feel and how much less you can do with your body when it's not strong. I twist more ankles and get more bruises! and hurt knees and lower backs and necks.It is hard for me to start writing without a picture to start. that's why, in most of my journal posts, there's a picture at the top. I used to love when people would post pictures of themselves and the things they'd do and the places they'd go. It was interesting to me, and inspiring.
When I went to Portland Power yoga for the first time a couple weeks ago (i still haven't gone back even though it was one of the best things I've ever done,) I learned a breathing exercise, when you inhale, breathe the word "Inspiration," and when you exhale breathe the word "expiration!" it fits, and it works, and it calms me when I'm stressed. so if you get stressed a lot, try it!
peace and love,
-moon
