And She Became Electric: November 2008

Sunday, November 23, 2008

oh, the rot... not always a terrible place.

Winter has hit me like a sack of potatoes. the backs of my hands are so itchy and dry already, this doesn't happen till January usually..! and the sun is getting low when its 1:30 in the afternoon!

I had the most fun I've had in a long time last Friday night with some friends from work. It was Leah's surprise birthday party, and we all got her little stoner trinkets, and mounds of yummy jello shots. I didn't realize how much they all mean to me until then. It's going to be sad when Tully leaves for Cali, but we promised each other we'd keep in touch.. maybe I'll visit her someday? the day i see that girl in a movie or on T.V, i will cry with excitement!

right when i think i hate the job, we get hit with birthday parties with awesome dj's from NYC and we have dance parties in the office, and family lunches.. lol no wonder i feel so close to these people, i spend almost every day with them!

Friday, November 21, 2008

my one goal for the next 6 or 7 years

leaving.

When?

as soon as there is $10,000 in my pocket, and I'm out of school, I'm out of country.

I'm thinking i might sell the car, stay cooped up at home, making art and hitching rides to school until that day comes. Its totally possible, and i cant think of any better option for my life after school. settling down in the rat race comes later.

my partner on this journey is josh and i hope it stays this way. this trip we will do for ourselves. to each his own. if i marry him someday i want to know we can travel to every corner of the world, and live through some possibly disastrous circumstances together, and still be compatible. yet, still able to be in our own worlds separately. respecting each other's lives and the ability to make our own choices, i think, is the most important part of a relationship before one chooses to partner with someone for life.