Wednesday, April 29, 2009

sigh

my goal is to save that 10,000$ I was talking about a couple months ago... that i sort of pooped on and now I'm really serious about. It's easy for me to forget my goals.. and get lost in the mix of things, but after some serious thought i know what i am passionate about. so now i remember my goals. I will find a way. paychecks suck, so I'm going to have to start making things that sell and sell them! save save save. create create create. and finish school.




so i can discover this:

Saturday, April 25, 2009

namaste

So it takes a lot of work to find the Internet in Portland at 730 on a Saturday night. I lugged my over sized laptop to the only coffee shop on the east end i could find, right as i handed the girl 3$ for a cup of tea that was supposed to be my ticket to sit down and use their Internet. "we are closing in five minutes, sorry!" long story short, after a walk back to my car and then a hectic time finding parking I have found my corner in Starbucks with the cost of another 3$ for the cost of Internet.


I guess I'm desperate since I haven't been home in almost a week. I have been house sitting for a friend with Josh and her apartment is Internet free! which is totally fine until i start wondering how big my inbox is.

anyway I really enjoy living on the Eastern Promenade. Its just wonderful.. really. I can lay in bed at night and fall asleep to the sound of boat horns and seagulls in the distance. I walk EVERYWHERE (with the exception of tonight because my laptop left a mark on my shoulder from the last walk this afternoon)

Today was one of those sparkling days. the water sparkles, the pavement sparkles, and so does all the people walking by when they smile and say, "hello! beautiful day!!" the View down at the Promenade is so vast and open it almost doesn't seem real. the fort sitting in the middle between the port and the islands looks awkward and dated but its one of the only things that gives Portland its beauty and character. I like places Rich with history like Italy, and Portland Maine has... not nearly enough history but at least it has some beautiful scenery.

I didn't go with josh up to Orono and i kind of wish i had. I can say i love being alone with plump (the cat) she likes me now, she lets me pet her! you just have to get to know how she likes being treated (like any woman does of course! ) I love hanging out with myself. its never lonely. i realized that josh or no josh I'm never alone. even if i were in a deep forest all by myself, there would be the trees. i know this sounds sooo utterly crunchy but in the past 2 days i have had a super hippy revelation.

peace love and joy

may everyone find the most magnificent beauty that they hold in themselves.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

help!

I am trying to decide which name i should use for my business. Luna Beamer is my user name for the etsy account i just started, but i need to chose one of the following to get printed on the sew in lables that i'm ordering for my bags! if you wouldn't mind, it would help me so much if you all chose one you liked in a comment!

la luna

luna Beamer

luna Works

la luna works


Friday, April 17, 2009

happy spring!










My lighthouse.


























(today was a Josh and Helen kind of day at the fort..)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

scrumptious

Ti's almost that time of year in this season that we're in.
lilac time.. in at least a month? maybe a little more..
I can't wait until that smell floods my bedroom!